Tuesday, April 28, 2009

My Heart Sigh's.....

When I Think What Could Have Been....
Grrrr....
These Past 6 Months Have Been soooooo Hard
Not 2 Mention Lonely....
And at Times I Wonder What It Would Be Like If We Were....
Still 2gether.....

But Its At Times Like Those
Where I Slap Myself
Because Being Lonely And Unhappy By Myself
Is A MILLION Times Better Than Being MisUsed And MisTreated
With You....

I Have Come 2 A Realization
I Wasnt Really In Love With U 
As Much As I Was In Love With The Concept Of Being In Love
(Confusing Right Lol)

Idk
I Cant Help But Miss U At Times
And I Honnestly Hope You're doing wonderfully
I Wish Nothing But Success 2 You And The Nigga U Left Me 4
And Your Son's gonna Be A Handful ( Just Like His Mama Lol )

Im Not Really Salty....
Ok Maybe A Lil Bit...
But Our Split Was Nessasary 
It Taught Me Lessons That Have Helped 2 Mold ME As A Man
And It Has Shown Me The Importance Of Finding REAL Love....

Anyways...
Im Writing This Letter That I Know U Will Never Read
As A Form Of Closure
I Really Just Need 2 Be Able 2 Move On
COMPLETLY 

I Told U B4 That I Would Always Love You
This Is True...
But.....
I Can Honnestly Say I No Longer Have Any Romantic Or Physical Love Left For U
And It Would Be Nice If u Didnt Call Or Txt Me Attempting 2 Re Kindle A Dead Flame

Peace....

~ Santo ~

1 comments:

Anonymous said...

I hope you both have found peace within yourselves.

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