Lets Not Complicate This Lol....

Why Cant Things Just Be Simple

I Love You

You Love Me...

What Happened 2 The Ideals Of Idealism??

Be Honnest

We Couldnt Be A More Ideal Match

I Make You Chuckle

You Make Me Die Of Laughter

Self Proclaimed NERDS

Sat In The Library During Lunch

Coolest Kids We Know,

Fuck What The General Public Thinks

Despite Not Being 2gether Often

We Spend Insane Amounts Of Time 2gether

{Thank God For Unlimited Calling Plans =] }

We Watch GOD AWFUL Movies

And Critique Them 2 The Point Of Uncontrollable Laughter

We Even Make Niggas In The Nxt Row Break Their Phones

We Share Deep Secrets

And Greatest Fears...

As Tho They Are Not The Sources Of Self Consciousness That They Are

We Argue About The Trivial

Partially Because We Can

And Partially Because Were We Like 2 Argue

But Mostly

Because We Are 2 Much Alike 2 Genuinely Disagree

When You Say

"I Love You"

Nothing In My Head Says

"Does She Really Mean It?"

Because Your Genuiness

(Often Mistaken For Ass-holish Qualities)

Is Your Greatest Asset

We Are So Far Beyond

Simply Finishing Eachothers Sentences

We Finish Thoughts

Even Before They Have Been Spoken

We Do Unmentionable Things On Skype (Giggles)

We Share The Hardtimes

Maybe Even A Few Tears

Becuase We Know

That When All Else Fails

WE Don't ...

But Mostly,

We Love Each Other.

Genuinely....

Now

Tell Me

Can 3 States of Geographic Isolation

Stop THAT??

~ Santo ~

Whenever, However You want Me Babe

This Line Has Been In My Head For A Min

"Focus Baby

Dont Look At Me

Stare Right Thru Me

Understand That My Heartbeat Murmurs

2 Mock Your Rythem

Yeah My Nutz

The Other Girls Want Em....

But They Cant Have"

Your My Sweet Tangerine

Lets Make A Smoothy =]

~ Santo ~

Food For Thought

How can you say goodbye.....

to someone who had you at hello?

I Flat Footedly REFUSE

To Accept That

THIS

Means Less 2day Than It Did Yesterday....

Way Back Post...

"It is us that complicates love to the point of no return

It is us that twists and destroys loves precious innocence

We want it so bad, we get it and don't know what to do with it.

So we do too much, and our love becomes lost and ruined

Soon a distant memory, we forgot what went wrong the first time and allow history to repeat itself

When love finds me again, it will not be a waste of time.

When love finds me again, I wont do too much, in fact I will do nothing

Except allow love to take over and do what it does ....

... make happiness everlasting =]"

Embarrising... But Oddly Enough... I Think Its Time I Follow Good Advice....

Stop Doing So Much

And Just Do

Nothing

Catchin' Feelins'

"Ive Got... 99 Problems

And Their All BITCHES"

Sike Naw...

Lol

Just A Cool Line

But I Do Have A Problem...

Or Is It A Problem

Feelins

Despite Intuition Telling Me Otherwise

I Have Caught Them

And Not In The Typical "Ill Beat Yo Ass" Sense

More Like The Literal "I Now Have Feelins That I Didnt Have In July" Way

The Game Plan Was Friendship

But I Find Myself Yearning For More

Ive Never Been One For Complacency

Never Been One 2 "Settle"

I Just Go For It

GRAB LIFE BY THE BALLZ

As Moolah Would Say

But This Instance Of Catchin Feelins Has a Distinct Drawback

DISTANCE

A Good Friend Of Mine Told Me Yesterday That

"Distance Makes the Heart Grow"

And I Must Say I Believe Her...

Maybe That Is The Explanation For This Note

But It Also Gives way 2 Jealousy

And Envy

And A Whole List Of Other Emotions That are Honnestly Brand New 2 Me

(Idk Where Im Going With This Lol )

I Guess I Just Need 2 Clear My Mind

This Post Has No Real Structure

Or Definite Point for That Matter

Maybe Thats Why I Like It

Idk

I Miss Our 8 Hour Long Convo's

I Miss Talking To you

These Dreams Ive Been Having All Seem 2 Have A Common Denominator

(Loosing You)

Which Is Funny

Because in The Literal Sense

I Dont Even Have You

Maybe Im Just Catchin' Feelins'

This Time in The Traditional Sense

Yet Another Example Of My Psuedo Envy For My Collegiate Friends

As They Pass Me By In Accademia

My College Friends

Who Seem 2 Be Plowing Past Me In The H.O.V Lane Of Lifes Highway

My College Friends

Who Now... As Of Today

All Have Girlfriends

But Im Not An Envious Person

So Im Sure This Is Not The Case

And These "Feelins" are Not Brand New

So Im MORE Sure This Is Not The Case

I Have Come 2 The Conclusion that I Caught The Feelins The First Time We Met

And They Grew The First Time We Chilled

And They Have Been Intensifying Since The Day You Departed

(Yup Yup.. Still Freestylin Without Rhyme Or Reason Lol)

But Feelins Are Only Feelins

And They Mean Nothing If The Feelin' Being Felt Isnt Mutual

"Time Provides The Rope... But LOVE Will Tie The Slipknot...."

I Guess A Nigga's Tryna Get Hung In His Feelins

Lol

~ Santo ~

I Really Just Dont Want.....

The NEXT

To Be Like The LAST....

THIS is the terrifying aspect of loving some one.....

~ Santo ~