Catchin' Feelins'

"Ive Got... 99 Problems

And Their All BITCHES"

Sike Naw...

Lol

Just A Cool Line

But I Do Have A Problem...

Or Is It A Problem

Feelins

Despite Intuition Telling Me Otherwise

I Have Caught Them

And Not In The Typical "Ill Beat Yo Ass" Sense

More Like The Literal "I Now Have Feelins That I Didnt Have In July" Way

The Game Plan Was Friendship

But I Find Myself Yearning For More

Ive Never Been One For Complacency

Never Been One 2 "Settle"

I Just Go For It

GRAB LIFE BY THE BALLZ

As Moolah Would Say

But This Instance Of Catchin Feelins Has a Distinct Drawback

DISTANCE

A Good Friend Of Mine Told Me Yesterday That

"Distance Makes the Heart Grow"

And I Must Say I Believe Her...

Maybe That Is The Explanation For This Note

But It Also Gives way 2 Jealousy

And Envy

And A Whole List Of Other Emotions That are Honnestly Brand New 2 Me

(Idk Where Im Going With This Lol )

I Guess I Just Need 2 Clear My Mind

This Post Has No Real Structure

Or Definite Point for That Matter

Maybe Thats Why I Like It

Idk

I Miss Our 8 Hour Long Convo's

I Miss Talking To you

These Dreams Ive Been Having All Seem 2 Have A Common Denominator

(Loosing You)

Which Is Funny

Because in The Literal Sense

I Dont Even Have You

Maybe Im Just Catchin' Feelins'

This Time in The Traditional Sense

Yet Another Example Of My Psuedo Envy For My Collegiate Friends

As They Pass Me By In Accademia

My College Friends

Who Seem 2 Be Plowing Past Me In The H.O.V Lane Of Lifes Highway

My College Friends

Who Now... As Of Today

All Have Girlfriends

But Im Not An Envious Person

So Im Sure This Is Not The Case

And These "Feelins" are Not Brand New

So Im MORE Sure This Is Not The Case

I Have Come 2 The Conclusion that I Caught The Feelins The First Time We Met

And They Grew The First Time We Chilled

And They Have Been Intensifying Since The Day You Departed

(Yup Yup.. Still Freestylin Without Rhyme Or Reason Lol)

But Feelins Are Only Feelins

And They Mean Nothing If The Feelin' Being Felt Isnt Mutual

"Time Provides The Rope... But LOVE Will Tie The Slipknot...."

I Guess A Nigga's Tryna Get Hung In His Feelins

Lol

~ Santo ~