Ugghh Been Awhille

But I Promise Im Back

A Post A Day Keeps The Depression Away = ]

I Get The Feeling Im Most Def Gonna Lose A Follower...

My Next Couple Posts May Not Be What Sum Of My Friends Wanna Here

But....

Do I Care....

Pssshhhhhh

lol

~Santo~

New Moto For 09.... "Fuck It, Might As Well"

My Whole Life I Have Kept Myself In This Box.....
Ive Always Been Afraid 2 Go Outside The Box
2 Leave The Comfort Zone

If There Was A Chick That I Was Really Feelin...
Rather Than Risk Gettin Shitted On
Id Play The Friend Role

If Their Was A Goal I Really Wanted 2 Achieve
I Would Settle With Getting Half Way

But Fuck It...
Nigga I Might As Well Go Ballz Out
What Do I Have 2 Lose???

I Have No respect/street cred
only a select few really fuck with me
Life As It Is Cannot Really Get Much Worse

Couple Months Ago.. I Decided 2 tell the girl i had the biggest crush ever on how i felt
At The Time It Felt Almost Like Death
The Fear Of Rejection Was Palpabe....
But Ya Know What
Even Tho Ish Isnt Working out Exactly How i Would Have Liked It 2

I DONT CARE!!!!
Im more proud of myself than anything...
For Once I Steped Out On Faith
Wasnt Nearly As Hard As I Thought Either

It Has Basically Convinced Me That This Whole Risk Taking Thing Is Cake
And That The Bigger The Risk... The Bigger The Reward
So (2 sound hella cliche)
"In 09 Im Goin For Mine"

No Time For Complacency
No Time For Bitchassness
If U Dont Like It...
Thats Cool
Just Realize That People Grow...
I Need 2 Stretch Ma Legs
And I Feel This Is A Very Neccessary Step In My ultimate Plane For....

WORLD DOMINATION!!!!!

MWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

~ Santo ~

Off The Top Of The Dome....

im gonna try sumthing diferent...

Bare with me....

im just gonna ramble...

im gonna write EXACTLY whats  going thru my mind for the next couple mins...

and see how this shit comes out

Real 

Fucking 

Shit Mr. West

If That Freestyle Didnt Sum Up Santo Fucking Adams

Idk What The Hell Else Will

"I just wanna Be a Real Boy...." With a Real Woman Lol

U Can  Kinda Disregard The "Love" Post....

Nigga Was Hella In His Feelings and Shit Lol

It Just Gets Frustrating Ya Know...

True Love Is All I Really Want In This Life

And It Seems Like The Recession Has Hit Love too

Everytime... EVERY-FUCKIN TIME.....

Sumthing ends up happening 

FUCK THESE FUCK ASS NIGGAS THAT MESS THESE FEMALES OVA

Niggas.... Yall In The Way

Just Lettin It Be Known lol

soooo many times ive seen it happen

shits like the plaugue

Girls Are Startin 2 Get Fed Up with Dudes At A Younger And Younger Age

FUCCCKKKK....

I Dont Know Who Lied And Told Me That 

Happyness=Relationship...

But Damn do I Believe Them lol

Gahhh

Mgmt Is Amazing

I Was Feeling Completly Shitty Until The Psychadelic Melodies Of 

"Of Birds, Moons And Monsters"

Swept Me Up And Wisked Me Away Into A Land Far Far Away.....

I Swear I Dont Even Need Weed...

I Can Just Pop In Oracular Spectacular And Get High Off Their Music 

EVERYTIME

Back 2 These Fuck Ass Niggas

Why Do Yall Even Bother Fuckin Dating These Girls

If U Just Wanted Sum Butt Thats More Than Easy Enough 2 Get Now Adays

But Yall Always Pick The Cream Of The Fucking Crop...

And Then Fuck Them Over...

So Niggas Like Myself Are Stuck With Nuffin

All Cuz Yall Done Fucked Their Heads Up.....

Niggas Always Complainin Bout How Girls Think We All The Same

But 99 Percent The Time It Be these Dudes Who Are The Lyin Ass 

Trifilin Ass Niggas The Women Speak Of.....

I Cant Change The Stereotype by myself damnit

I Also Think Thats Why So Many Of The Cute Girls Are Goin Lesbo Now adays

Why Bother With A Nigga Thats Ineveitably gonna cheat and call u bitches and hoes and all that shit... when u can have a chick who understands EXACTLY where you coomin from....

Ugggghhhh

Shit Makes Me Furious

Dudes Is Fuckin Up mannnnnn

Pinnochio Story

I tried to do my best:

Pinocchio story - kanye west

Wise men say (x3)
You`ll never figure out real love (x3)

Its so crazy
I got everything figured out
But for some reason i can never find what real love is about
No doubt
Everything in the world figured out but i can never seem to find what love is about

Do you think i sacrificed real life
For all the things, the flashing lights
Do you think i sacrifice real life
For all the things, the flashing lights

There is no gucci i can buy
There is no louis vuitton to put on
There is no ? they could sell
To get my heart out of this hill
My mind out of this jail
There is no clothes that i could buy
That could bring back the time
There is no vacation spot i could fly
That could bring back a real piece of real life
Real life, what does it feel like?
I ask you tonight, i ask you tonight
What does it feel like, i ask you tonight
To live a real life
I just want to be a real boy
They always say kanye, he keeps it real boy
Pinocchio story is, i just want to be a real boy
[ Kanye West Lyrics are found on www.songlyrics.com ] 
Pinocchio story is to be a real boy

Its funny pinocchio lied and that`s what kept him from it?
I tell the truth and i keep runnin
Its like im looking for something out there trying to find something
I turn on the tv and see me and see nothing

What does it feel like to live real life to be real
Not some posiedon? on tv that no can really feel
Do you really have the stamina
For everybody that sees you and that say wheres my camera?
For everybody that sees you and says sign the autographs
For everybody that sees you and says that you all that
You all that
I just want to be a real boy,
Pinocchio story goes, i just want to be a real boy
Pinocchio story goes

And there is no ? to guide me no one right beside me
The only one was behind me i cant find her no more
I cant find her no more i cant,
The only one that come out on the tour and stays
Back when i was living home in her room and this was all up in dreams

And the fame will be got caught and the day i moved to la
Maybe it was all my fault, all my fault to be a real boy
Chasing the american dream, chasing everything we seen, up on the tv screen
And the benz left and the clothes left, and the hoes left and the hoes and????????
???????real boy, they say kanye you keep it too real boy
Perspective, wise man say, one say you`ll find your way
The wise man say, youll find your way
The wise man say, youll find your way
The wise man say

Love....

Is A Fucking Myth....

A Concept They Teach U 

2 Syce Your Head

It DOES NOT EXIST

At Least Not For Santo....

Or Maybe It Does...

And I Just Will Never Find It....

Real Shit....

Ive Come 2 A Conclusion About This Whole Life Thing

Shit Just Isnt Meant For Me

There Are Winners 

And 

There Are Loosers.....

I Dont Think I Was Meant 2 Win

I Mean... I Never Fuckin Win

Shit Never Goes My Way.. Despite My Best Efforts

Ive Been Looking Over My Life, and its been the EXACT same story 

OVER AND OVER AND OVER

Shit Looks Ok For A Minute

Then Sumthing Happens 2 Turn That Shit Inside Out

Ex.

I Finally Get Settled Into A School And Neighborhood Where Im Comfortable

For The First TIme In My Life I Have Real Friends....

I Find Just A Little Bit Of Happiness....

Week Later My Shits Under Water And Im In Fucking Virginia

Whenever There Is A Glimpse Of Hope.. Just A Little Bit Happyness

Shit Gets Turned Sidewayz

And I End Up Like I Am Now

Sad And Slightly Depressed

Im Starting 2 Think Maybe That These Dreams And Aspirations I Have For Myself.....

Maybe... Just Maybe

They Are as People Say They Are....

Maybe Success And Happyness just werent made for me....

Maybe I SHould Just Settle For Mediocrity

Becuase I Dont Think Ill Ever Be Able 2 Achieve Greatness

~ Santo ~