Jimi Hendrix Said It Best
"Castles Made Of Sand
Fall In The Sea
Eventually"
It Has Been The Story Of My Life
Great Intentions
Perfect Plan
But
IT ALL COMES CRASHING.....
But As I Have Previously Stated
Im Used 2 It....
Things Never Work Out For Me
So Im Kinda Used 2 The Dissappointment
Soooooooooo
Why Does It Hurt So Badly This Time?!?!?!
I Usually Handle The Emotions With A Wag Of The Finger
And A Shrug Of The Shoulder....
But Im STILL sad....
Im STILL crying...
Worse Now Than When I Watched Her Walk away at 4:14 pm on august 31st
I Couldnt Let Her See Me Sweat
Couldnt Let Her See Me Breakdown
I Kept Reminding My Self That I Had 2 Be Strong For HER
Because SHE Is Leaving behind alot more than I
SHE Has Family That Im More Than Positive She Misses Dearly
I Had 2 Be Trill So That SHE could Remain Trill......
But Ohhhhhh When That Door Closed......
Im (for Once In My Life) At a Loss For Explanation
How Can This Girl Who I Have Only Been Consistently Talking To For a Month Or So
Make This Deep Of An Impact On My Heart
I Mean
When We Dropped Terrica Off At College I Didnt Cry....
When Toneeshia Left For Baltimore.... I Didnt Cry
Short of A Death In The Family
I Never Cry
I Have Developed This Perpetually Copasetic State Of Mind
My Dad Calls It "Teflon Zelly"
Nothing Gets 2 Me.....
EXCEPT Nicole Rachelle Askew Moving Away
I Miss You Babe
~ SANTO ~
