Real Shit....

Ive Come 2 A Conclusion About This Whole Life Thing

Shit Just Isnt Meant For Me

There Are Winners 

And 

There Are Loosers.....

I Dont Think I Was Meant 2 Win

I Mean... I Never Fuckin Win

Shit Never Goes My Way.. Despite My Best Efforts

Ive Been Looking Over My Life, and its been the EXACT same story 

OVER AND OVER AND OVER

Shit Looks Ok For A Minute

Then Sumthing Happens 2 Turn That Shit Inside Out

Ex.

I Finally Get Settled Into A School And Neighborhood Where Im Comfortable

For The First TIme In My Life I Have Real Friends....

I Find Just A Little Bit Of Happiness....

Week Later My Shits Under Water And Im In Fucking Virginia

Whenever There Is A Glimpse Of Hope.. Just A Little Bit Happyness

Shit Gets Turned Sidewayz

And I End Up Like I Am Now

Sad And Slightly Depressed

Im Starting 2 Think Maybe That These Dreams And Aspirations I Have For Myself.....

Maybe... Just Maybe

They Are as People Say They Are....

Maybe Success And Happyness just werent made for me....

Maybe I SHould Just Settle For Mediocrity

Becuase I Dont Think Ill Ever Be Able 2 Achieve Greatness

~ Santo ~