Is THIS what i have become.....

Soooo

G-Shock Says Its 244....

I Have Just Awoken 2 my Mother Standing Over My Bed.....

She Has A Very Worried Look On Her Face

My Pillow Is Soaked....

My Eyes Are Blood Shot Red

Apparently... for the last hour or so....

I Have Been Having A Horrible Horrible Nightmare

My Mother Has Quoted Me Saying

"Take Me, Not Her... She Has So Much More 2 live For"

And

"Run! He's Got A Gun"

I Never Talk In My Sleep.... Ever

And For The Last 5 Mins Or So...

I Had Been Crying Profusely...

I Usually Remember My Dreams

But I Have Absolutley No Idea What This One Is About

(gotta hunch tho)

Gonna Pray

a lil meditatoin

Then Hopefully Back 2 sleep.....

Is This Is What I Have Become??

A Slave 2 My Own Emotions....

They Know They Cannot Completly Conquer Me Whille Im Awake

So Their Attempting 2 Attack My Sub-Consious???

Or Am I Just Going Crazy.....

Who Knows (Shoulder Shrug)

~ SANTO ~