Finding Forever Part Deux......

FUCK YOU MEAN?????

Lol

What Kinda African Jungle Music Was I Talkin Bout

This Is Not Me????

WHAT THE FUCK DENZEL!!!!!

Thats how U Know I Was Caught Up In My Own Emotions

I Had Just Had A Really Life Changing Night

I Was DELUSIONAL!!!!!

I Denzel Adams Am Not A Thinker

I Am Not An Intellectual Like Ashleigh

I Am not Gifted With Words Like Marley

I Am A Lover...

Its Who I Am...

Its What Im Meant 2 Do...

And Thats Why That Note Was ALL WRONG

That Note Was Basically Me Running Away From Who I Am...

All Cuz I Got A Lil 2 Fucked Up The Night Before Lol

I Thought I Needed 2 Change...

But Naw

I Just Need 2 Hone The Already Dope Ninja Inside Of Me

It Took Me All Of 5 minutes After Writing This Note 2 Find Myself....

5 Minutes And 2 Plays Of Kanye West's Street Lights 

Lol

Maybe Thats Why I Kept Going Back 2 Toneeshia...

Despite The Way She Treated Me...

She Was A Vessel Though With I Could Empty My 

Endless Supply Of Love

I Saw The Risk...

I Knew She Was No Good...

But The Opportunity 2 Love And Be Loved...

It Was 2 much For Lil Old Me 2 Pass Up

And Yes I Know

I Got Hurt...

Hurt Worse Than I Could Have Ever Fathomed....

But....

I Cant Let One Person...

One Bad Experience

Change Everything That I Believe In

"And Nooooo Matter What You'll Never Take That From Meeee"

And There In Lies The Problem...

The First Problem

The Only Problem

Im Not Afraid Of Love....

Im Willing 2 Put My Heart On The Line

Sure It Takes Sum Time 2 Repair It When Its Broken

But Shit.....

If I Can Do It With My Akward Ass

It Can Be Done....

Im Sorry, Really

But I Cant Hide It....

I Cant Run From Who I Am....

Or How I Feel...

And With That Being Said....

I Honor And Respect Everyting U Told Me.....

I Understand EXACTLY Where Your Cooming From

It Makes PERFECT Sense

You, Like Me, Are A Human Being

With Feelings

And Needs...

The Brakes have Been Pumped....

But....

The Car Is Not In Park....

"Eventually... You Will Have 2 Face These Demons In Your Closet

Be Brave...

And Put Your Foot In their Asses...

Never Be Afraid Of That Gut Instinct...

And Never Be Afraid Of Who You Are On The Inside

Cuz That Fear WILL interupt your Destiny, If U Let It"

My Dad told Me That 2day

And 2 Think I Thought He didnt Understand Me.....

Nigga's Dope.....

Just Keep That In Mind Ninja's

.....PEACE.....

    ~Santo~